General Update

It’s been a little while since the last post, and I’ve had a busy couple of weeks which is great. I had quite a few clients last week including a 2.5 hour session of latex and anal. The client has been coming to The House for years but it was the first time he had seen me and I was a little nervous. I find that I get a bit intimidated by experienced clients who usually see more experienced Mistresses. I explained the things I wasn’t fully confident with and he was happy to help me with aspects like the restrictive bondage positions. It’s nice when a client is open to teaching apprentices. We had a really good repour straight away and talked at length about possible sessions for that day and the future.

He was really into being covered head to toe with latex; catsuit, gloves and mask. The other thing he was really into was anal. The amount this guy got up his ass was pretty impressive, as was the amount of anal orgasms he had. It was a really enjoyable session and a good learning experience, but a big job to clean up (fucking talcum powder and lube everywhere).


I mentioned a client in my last post that asked me about a ‘Sugar Daddy’ arrangement; well he contacted me a few days ago. Actually he contacted me twice, must be keen. He asked in his email if I was still interested and it took me a few days to reply. Developments in my private life, namely being collared by Mark, have made me reconsider if I want to go ahead with an arrangement. I replied to his email asking him to outline ideas he had in mind and I will wait to see what he offers before making my mind up. I would love the money, and he seems like an nice enough guy to hang out with, but I don’t want him encroaching on my time to the point I can’t be a good submissive to my Master. The guy lives in another city so he wouldn’t require me all the time, but it’s possible that he might want me to be available for him whenever he is in town. So again I wait for his response and will see what happens.


I recently told my mother about my new career and she was pretty supportive. I’d built up a lot of anxiety before the conversation but things actually went quite smoothly. It’s such a relief not to have to lie, even though I won’t be telling the entirety of the truth which I think she would prefer.

Enjoying my interesting job.

Work was quiet last week, but has luckily picked up in the last few days. I’ve had a few really good, enjoyable sessions.

I had a back flogging session which really let my sadist out. I warmed the guy’s back up first with a light flogger. Then I moved to a harder one, which by the end I was using with all my strength. The client requested I use a single tail, and I had to explain I didn’t have much experience with this type of whip. He didn’t mind and allowed me to practice on him. The single tail is hard to control because you only want the thong at the end to hit them and not the rest of the whip itself. There is a certain flick of the wrist, and it helps to have a shorter whip for more control. I think I did ok; I definitely got more accurate as I continued. It’s nice to have clients who are willing to allow me to practice my craft on them. He seemed to enjoy the session very much. When we were done I was puffed from all the whipping, and the client...well his back was bleeding with welts. That was quite an amazing experience for me. It allowed me to enjoy my sadism on someone who could really take it, and enjoyed it.

I’m really becoming more confident in my sessions, which I think is resulting in a more satisfying time for me and for clients. I’m walking out of session buzzing and happy.

I had a good sub session the other day. It’s nice to be able to enjoy my work, and not feel obliged to enjoy it. I don’t like to fake orgasm, and I don’t usually need to and I think that the clients probably appreciate this. I think the way my mind works allows me to sometimes go off into my own little world and it feels like I’m not at work. My wrists were bound to the suspension point above my head. My legs were forced apart by a spreader bar. Ropes were tightly bound around my chest and between my legs. I looked at myself in the mirror and I wasn’t at work. I was in the horny place in my mind, watching myself being used, and it was great. I like when I can do that, it makes work all the more enjoyable.

Then I had an interesting client last night. It was a sub session but mostly role-play. He was a sexual therapist and I was the conservative patient with bottled-up sexual desires. It sounds corny but it was actually really great. We built up a tension in the room and we just worked really well together. I find that I role-play most believably when I base my character on real life or real events. Of course you don’t want to give away everything about yourself at work, but some detail does help for a realistic role-play. The interesting part came at the end of the session when the client offered the possibility of a sugar-daddy arrangement. Of course clients offer things all the time and most of them never happen. This guy seemed genuine and we chatter briefly about what sort of arrangement he wanted. Anyway we’ll see what eventuates, I told him to email me his offer.

My job is certainly interesting.