Enjoying my interesting job.

Work was quiet last week, but has luckily picked up in the last few days. I’ve had a few really good, enjoyable sessions.

I had a back flogging session which really let my sadist out. I warmed the guy’s back up first with a light flogger. Then I moved to a harder one, which by the end I was using with all my strength. The client requested I use a single tail, and I had to explain I didn’t have much experience with this type of whip. He didn’t mind and allowed me to practice on him. The single tail is hard to control because you only want the thong at the end to hit them and not the rest of the whip itself. There is a certain flick of the wrist, and it helps to have a shorter whip for more control. I think I did ok; I definitely got more accurate as I continued. It’s nice to have clients who are willing to allow me to practice my craft on them. He seemed to enjoy the session very much. When we were done I was puffed from all the whipping, and the client...well his back was bleeding with welts. That was quite an amazing experience for me. It allowed me to enjoy my sadism on someone who could really take it, and enjoyed it.

I’m really becoming more confident in my sessions, which I think is resulting in a more satisfying time for me and for clients. I’m walking out of session buzzing and happy.

I had a good sub session the other day. It’s nice to be able to enjoy my work, and not feel obliged to enjoy it. I don’t like to fake orgasm, and I don’t usually need to and I think that the clients probably appreciate this. I think the way my mind works allows me to sometimes go off into my own little world and it feels like I’m not at work. My wrists were bound to the suspension point above my head. My legs were forced apart by a spreader bar. Ropes were tightly bound around my chest and between my legs. I looked at myself in the mirror and I wasn’t at work. I was in the horny place in my mind, watching myself being used, and it was great. I like when I can do that, it makes work all the more enjoyable.

Then I had an interesting client last night. It was a sub session but mostly role-play. He was a sexual therapist and I was the conservative patient with bottled-up sexual desires. It sounds corny but it was actually really great. We built up a tension in the room and we just worked really well together. I find that I role-play most believably when I base my character on real life or real events. Of course you don’t want to give away everything about yourself at work, but some detail does help for a realistic role-play. The interesting part came at the end of the session when the client offered the possibility of a sugar-daddy arrangement. Of course clients offer things all the time and most of them never happen. This guy seemed genuine and we chatter briefly about what sort of arrangement he wanted. Anyway we’ll see what eventuates, I told him to email me his offer.

My job is certainly interesting.