Yearn to please.

He lay on the ground with my boot on his chest. I looked down with a smirk as I brandished the cane. There is something deeply satisfying about being on top, looking down, being in control. I think though my flaw as a Mistress comes from being a sub. I want to please too much to really be in control. Sometimes I let go enough to be selfish, but then all too soon I snap back to reality and yearn to please.